Well since I am new at this and still struggling...very much! Last night I couldn't bring myself to just go talk to a 2 set. It pisses me off, because I get half way there then stop; I get this feeling through out my body that just freezes me; something I seriously have to fix. Besides that I have another question about a friend that we were suppose to go out Saturday night but she backed out do to her kids. Yes she does have baggage but just a couple of kids...but is MILF (HB8)!
Anyways, everyone that has seen us being together have thought we were dating. She knows I don't want a relationship at this time. To back it all up we worked with each other for the past 3 years (corrections) until I quit and went to fishing.
Back to the question she said she wants to go out this weekend (by text earlier this eveing). Her text last week said her kids did blah blah and she is so fucking pissed she can't go out. What I am wondering is if I should she this as still friends or if I am getting a different vibe. While going out together the past few years she has always done a lot of kino and at work. Touching, hitting me, etc. I have always returned it also; but never thought it as a thing more then friends. Always laughs at my jokes, buying me stuff, and will go out of her way to do stuff for me. She lives opposite side of town and would pick me up if going to parties or would pick me up for work when I could easily just drive myself. I texted her last weekend about going out and she called me less then a minute later. Are conversation went from hi's (I haven't seen her in about 6 months) to getting wild while drinking and how much of a wild girl she can be. I had used some lines that my bro had given me and she SO tried to prove herself. I don't know if it matters but she is 8 or 9 years older then me, I can't remember exact.
Should I be taking this out of the friend level? Or maybe talk to her about it? She is a great friend and I would hate to fuck it up. Also I haven't texted back about getting together this weekend. Figured I might give it until tomorrow.
Thanks for any input or flames