Tragedy Forges Glory
Six months an counting. I'll not only be 21, but will have graduated with me degree. An exciting time for this humble, amiable PUA. Confident and easygoing by nature, I like how the Art allows you to manipulate social situations as well as have a more positive prospective. Having more friends and being busy with them, that's what's up.
I spent 25% of my life, 33 dog years, working toward making a life for my fiancé and son. She's a beautiful short and slender brunette with blue eyes. He's a 3 1/2 year old pimp with shorter brown hair and his mom's eyes. I like them better than mine, but I still prefer Hazel. An exact clone of myself, one who will grow up to be average height, with a muscular build. Things were gettin' kinda rocky between us two for a while...
But that bitch fucked up when she broke up with me. I won't delve into specifics, but we will both always know it was her fault. Naw, she didn't cheat, she stopped trying. Not good enough IMO. I figured our son deserved both of us together.
I did my own crazy depression stage for a few weeks. Thought about suicide, punchin' her in her stupid face, and stealing my son.
If it weren't for my main man Fame, I wouldn't be typing this. I was lucky to have a friend help me snap out of it. He told me I didn't need her. When I asked why, he said "There are so many other girls out there. Better ones." At first, I thought this was the whole "There are other fish in the sea" speech. He had the frame of PUA though. When he sees other girls, they're all possible targets. Over the course of a few more weeks he showed me the door to community, and handed me the key.
For about 4 months we have been studying together. From Alpha Male Behavior to Zan's "Way of the Natural". 15GB worth of stuff. In the city we live in, which kinda has it's own subculture, if you have the courage to go up and talk to someone then you're cool. Easy. It's so money around here.
I registered with PAIR. Going to read the post archives for a while. This town is ripe my brothas. And most of the areas popular social life is in one easy to instant-date locale. Think about it.
~Glory~